Pain, so familiar

Pain, so familiar, keeps beating

Mind coming undone

Bruises fade, blood washes
Scars are indelible

It’s my fault anyway
I know better than to try.

Silence is your reasoning
Keeping with your sanity
Silence hides truth
Am I not deserving?

Your sympathy does nothing
Shaming me
As I hit the wall
Lost.

Please turn the other way
My reality disturbs

I won’t blame
Just close the door
All better now.

We both know it’s better not to try

Baptism

Up the mount to Ambrose Chapel
Wailing for the wayward ones

Down the road to the Death Machine
Where Justice swiftly Comes

Through the Gates they all will march
Born-Again tranquility

(they will find all is lost.)

Evidenced in Apathy
Salvation won in oppression

Horror of the meek
Rejoicing in Ascension

Trampling the weak

::Just be Still::

Languid
Lifeless defeat

Chipping away now
Oh. My.
She is most complacent


SCREAMING

Wounded

Running, not going

In facing down

the Ugly

I expose it all.

18

Pushing for something
possession

A want to touch

He
will
open
her